Meeps! (dark_soul_lost) wrote,

  • Mood:

I'm free! I'm free!

Well, semi-free.

Last week was one of the most stressful week of my life. My portfolio for my review was due. I need to pass it in order to move on to upper division and finally get a B.S. If I don't pass it, my spirit shall be crushed plus I'll have to retake two major classes and wait another year to apply. Either that or I have to start all over with a new major or transfer to a different school, which will also have another portfolio review.

Only 40 people will pass, but more than 100 applied.

Let's hope I pass. I'm not looking forward to being 30 years old and still in college without any degree or living off of my sister or marrying a rich old man.

I spent the last week working hard, sleeping an average of five hours per night, and taking only 15 minutes of break per day. I don't think I ate much, but I did manage to get at least two cans of sodas in per night ...

I am going to do absolutely nothing important this whole weekend except frolic in the morning and worry about my portfolio review and my future at night. I have an awful feeling I'm not going to pass. People keep telling me I should have faith in myself, but, come on, faith isn't going keep me from failing.

  • Moving on.

    Can't say that my life has been going too well. My iPod Touch was stolen at work awhile back, and only last week, some idiot smashed my sister's car…


    Promoting my own fabric and product line: toga and headscarf :D:D:D


    John has been noticing that I've been irritable and tired lately, so he's been asking "Are you ok" and "How are you feeling" a lot. I hate it when…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.
  • 1 comment