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23 August 2010 @ 12:08 am
Moving on.  
Can't say that my life has been going too well. My iPod Touch was stolen at work awhile back, and only last week, some idiot smashed my sister's car and stole my new MacBook Pro. It's unfortunate because the laptop was buried under clothes and bags while lying in the trunk. I cried. Obviously. Can't deny I was thoroughly upset over losing my laptop that I've saved money for for two years.

I questioned whether the good deeds I've done have actually made a positive difference to the human race, etc. etc. all that spiritual crap. Then I questioned why these bad things kept on happening to me, and especially my sister. Now I don't bother because there's no use in torturing myself with the ideas of spirituality. I accept them as shit that just happen to people.

My sister felt guilty. My mother pitied me for two days. And my father told me to suck it up. Shit happens. Van bought me food cause she felt sorry for me. Sometimes, I allow myself to feel sorry for me too.
 
 
 
sara c: HIMYM: TREE HUGmiss_sarac on August 23rd, 2010 04:00 pm (UTC)
:(

I'm sorry things are so rough for you right now. ♥
Meeps!dark_soul_lost on August 23rd, 2010 09:18 pm (UTC)
<3!
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Meeps!: lotr - boromir fingerdark_soul_lost on August 23rd, 2010 09:17 pm (UTC)
We already checked with insurance. It's not covered. :(
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Rae Rae McRaererson.: HP Choke a Bitcheraticschematic on August 24th, 2010 01:22 pm (UTC)
BB NOOOOOOOOOO.

I am so sorry. This sucks hardcore, and not only to have it happen but to be to your lappy. (I have a high emotional attachment to mine, clearly. Idk, I think its because so much work is done on it, and so much of that work is art/graphics/writing that is PERSONAL.)

*hugshugshugs*